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Name: Lisa
Birthday: 6/30/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: theater, horseback riding, and other really random things
Occupation: Student


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Saturday, February 10, 2007

So I haven't written since the beginning of the year, my computer doesn't work in the basement.  Seems weird that the last time I wrote in this thing was August, so much has changed since then.  Only 97 more days till I graduate, that's pretty big I suppose.  I don't know, I guess I've gotten more uncomfortable with pretty much anyone reading what I am thinking all the time.  This whole blogging thing is a little bizarre when you really think about it.  So I like reading other people's entries, just not my own.  I don't like rereading what I'm thinking.  I want to think it, write it down if need be, then not really touch it ever again.  But for anyone who wondered, I'm still living.


Monday, August 28, 2006

Eh well...

Well, I put myself out there and it didn't work. Dissapointing? Yeah, a little. Surprising? Not really, it happens all the time. It's when you put yourself out there and it works that furthers things I guess. Eh well, what do I know...


Thursday, August 17, 2006

School starting... never thought I'd be happy to hear that, but I really really REALLY am.  Things can get back to normal, whatever the hell that is, I don't know anymore.  Maybe finding something concrete will eventually happen.  Anyways, here is a poem I wrote... like it, don't like it, I really don't care, but if you feel like it and have a minute, read it and see what you think...

 

“Normality”

 

A day’s journey ahead

Waits

For a place merely dreamt about before

 

Rough around the edges

Elusive and careful

A state so fragile, so rare

Often sought, rarely found

 

Start out

Curves

Bends

Changing time

Limits

Must persevere, must heighten expectations

 

A dangerous, haunting place

For it

Lacks

A clear vision

But wonders unknown lay just beyond reach

 

A midday break to bask in a not yet failed mission

More trying times ahead

But for now, a time to rest, relax, and reflect

Weary joints given relief

 

Personal and private

A state of mind more so than a state of reality

State so powerful

Alas

The dead can rest

 

The path grows steeper

Will and strength the only remaining tools

A solid cobweb of

Tangled lies

Silken rumors

Broken expectations

 

The unrestricted of the world must see

For such a state is contagious

Leaving nothing to the imagination

 

The last overhaul

One more rock to scale

Perseverance almost rewarded

Climbing

 

Ready

Set

 

Normality has returned from exile.

 


Monday, August 14, 2006

I miss my Urinetown kids a lot.  That is the one place where everyone comes together for a common goal.  Just about everyone works really really hard to produce a good product.  Cliques just aren't a big thing.  You find real acceptance there, and that's what I am craving so badly right now.


A mere word of advice, take it or leave it.  Don't get in over your head, or it will come back to haunt you.



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